Wednesday, November 5, 2014
up till now, nothing has really change.. everyone is still living a normal and simple life.. this makes me worrying that if, the effort i putting in it's just like a poison that slowly consume me from within. will i still be a normal person after this feeling dilute or, will i become stronger in the ressitance of constant rejection and closing up every doors to anything that is real.
i want to tell myself that, nothing can bound me down, but it's just that, i always have this strong beliefs that, all the things will be rightful when the rightful person returns. so, tell me, what state of mind am i in right now?
Someone told me this awhile ago:
The person that really you can be with and not costing your life will only appear once or twice in your whole life, you have miss your first chance, pray hard that you have your second chance again..
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
3:33:00 AM