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BUTTERFLY RENAISSANCE
20yrs old boy that has nothing
worth memorable in this world
~Caciquismo~
i am not tall.
i am not loveable.
i am definitely someone you woun't love
BUT I NEVER LIE TO FRIENDS
i like my friends
HUNGER

If next life i have five chance to live in this world, i will travel to a place where i do not have the chance to go now for 5 times, eat the food that i never taste it in my live for 5 times,do what i like to do for another 5 times and...love the same girl now i love for 5 times again....

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
God Knows, It Ain't Been Emptied...

Tears Will Follow Time And Evaporate Into Thin Air..
Sky Will Take In All And Rain It Back To Let You Know..
You're Not Alone..




If i know how to use brain in the start...






I still got some doubt in my mind that haunts me when i sleep. Till today, i still hate myself for not willing to step into her circle. But, heard from her friends that she's fine and still living in good terms with her new boyfriend. How I wish that was me, going to fetch her home,was me. schooling with her, was me. Sharing her Sadness with, was me... I just saw a girl recently that resemble her alot. her accents, her pure look, her specs, her everything... the love for her suddenly was so strong as if i am only in love with her just yesterday.. About her, i think i need to backtrack to what happens 4 years ago... our classroom was like one block apart of each other, one day when we just finish our recess, she and her friend just happen to pass me i took a glance at her, i know that she's just some pretty girl that just know how to study. I am right!. my best (gay)friend happen to know her friends and he told me that she is a express student in the next block 1st class.Lol, at first, i was just like, nevermind lah, go out and make friend loh... so i decided to make my first move. Target her friend's network first. it was like soo hard sia.. All her friend study and study de so, have to go for close friend and that's the first and the last time i msn chat with (Mud)-_-".. finally, she knows that i want to befriend her and she gave me her email by a small notes after school. I am so happy at that time sia. Lol, thats a miracle to see me fly home by 2pm after school sia hahax.. GG.. end up waited till night then she's online. we started intro ourself for the first time.. express people are so chim with what they are saying man...but i notice we still do share the same interest. this is the first eng album i ever purchased:

Months passes, our relationship had gone better. We talk in school everyday, we msn every night. we talk on phone as long as we have the time.. i know she just break off with her boyfriend at that time coz she hate people to lie to her so, i made a vow that i, would never lie to a friend too... at that time, she's sad. i try my best to make her happy. everytime i saw she smile because of my jokes & remarks, that makes her day and mine better..one day my (gay)friend itchy mouth made me have a chance to confess to her...

(gay)friend : if one day, he really tell you that he likes you how will you react?
(girl)S: he did'nt say anything about this issue to me before, what can i do.
(gay)friend : if?
(girl)S :hmm, wait till that day comes loh...

i am so happy at that time man. a weeks later, i was just about to tell her the next day, she msg me. A msg that changes everything. i'll patch with my boyfriend.. the scene is like a lightning strikes behind my back. she msg me again but now she's saying: i am sorry, please don't hate me for what i did. Its just that i still can't forget him. i hope you can forget me and don't wait for me anymore as i already disappoint you deeply...yay, like typical taiwan drama right? Please forget me. i am not worth your waiting and all sorts of rubbish...lol, if she can't forget him, how she expect me to forget her? that's the first time i buy myself drunk and cried over for love.Lol.. I think this will be last too...

Its been 3 years since i last seen You. As promised,now, i am living happily and still making every of my friends laugh, smile and happy whenever they are with me. Hope you kept your promised too...


Butterflies will fill the sky once again

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