Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I Was There A Moment Ago...
People say they know me,But, Knowing the other side of me is another thing.It's a cliche,But, its True.Haix, ok, my #1 fan say i never blog about safari thing ok,i'll blog basically, really nothing much to blog wat?lolx...we reach there, leopard sleeping, tiger ran back to the hill, fishing cat don't fish. i think is because i am blind at night bah, we went in to a open area full of bats, i walk so fast coz, i really dun see anything but i did see something flew past my face. they said that i walk past a big group of bats but i really don't see leh...lolx...But nevertheless, it's fun that day.
eew, now in camp cannot go to the recreation room liew is becoz, It's infested by MUD!!!.. ever since the nasi lemak ran out from the toilet,almost every singapore NS ppl are deployed to look for that RIce.. so, some of the mud are deployed here and my (kind and Helpful) ISM lent them the room till october.. every hour we go in, there will always be some mud guarding the table each hug on to a leg. it's like 7-eleven sia, morning you go there, they are there. Afternoon you go there, They are still there and even at night, they will be there too... how to find time for us to play? I really hate'em SIA...
Er, i think i still got 2 confinement to serve. this week no need to look for me...
Lich my mind, you'll find no secret...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
8:07:00 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
STab The Doll Filled With Hated...
I Belived If Time Freeze,
Everything Turns Into Beauty.
If Rain Stop,
Tears Cleans The Scar Of Memory Away.
Everything Start Wearing Fresh Colour.
Every Sound Begin Playing A Heartful Melody.
Jealousy Embellishes A Page Of Epic.
Desire Embraced In A Dream.
But My Mind Is Still In Chaos And...
Yay, Weekend and i am in camp today with a guy that got charged for Attempt to Suicide.Is like What the hell lah.. What if he suddenly jump out and fly? Damn Song lah.. But compared to his confinement, i think mine actually not that much man... He one short got 28 confinement sia... i think he can move his bed and all his clothes here liao.. Can you imagine 28 weekends is how many months man? Ok, lets drop his subject liao and start a new one...
Will you really rush for MRT Early Saturday morning? If you are referring to weekdays might be true lah, everybody will slightly rush abit. Today morning this young Man huh, about age of 13-16yrs(judge by his sec sch uniform) carrying a dunno is guitar or cello thing ran up the escalator, i was standing on the left side of the escalator and he gotta gut to tell me siam sia. Honestly, even i give ways to him he also can't pass loh, he look like some kind of blind ah pek going to perform on the street with his barang barang.He almost took up the whole strech lah.. So, i politely tell him that even let him pass he might not be able to pass through as his things is too much.. Guess what he, just wanna try to squeeze through me lah, i think i accidentally step on his guitar carrier case sling or something. next thing i know is he fall on top of his guitar and PIAK!.. I feel like laughing but i manage to keep my cool...i said sorry to him and he shy shy just go away... the whole trip back to my camp on bus i keep on giggling. i think person sitting beside me also buay tahan me think i siao liao... Ok,that's all...
caciquismo signing out for TV time...
Crucify My Love
If It Should Be The Way...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
4:16:00 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
God Knows, It Ain't Been Emptied...
Tears Will Follow Time And Evaporate Into Thin Air..
Sky Will Take In All And Rain It Back To Let You Know..
You're Not Alone..
If i know how to use brain in the start...
I still got some doubt in my mind that haunts me when i sleep. Till today, i still hate myself for not willing to step into her circle. But, heard from her friends that she's fine and still living in good terms with her new boyfriend. How I wish that was me, going to fetch her home,was me. schooling with her, was me. Sharing her Sadness with, was me... I just saw a girl recently that resemble her alot. her accents, her pure look, her specs, her everything... the love for her suddenly was so strong as if i am only in love with her just yesterday.. About her, i think i need to backtrack to what happens 4 years ago... our classroom was like one block apart of each other, one day when we just finish our recess, she and her friend just happen to pass me i took a glance at her, i know that she's just some pretty girl that just know how to study. I am right!. my best (gay)friend happen to know her friends and he told me that she is a express student in the next block 1st class.Lol, at first, i was just like, nevermind lah, go out and make friend loh... so i decided to make my first move. Target her friend's network first. it was like soo hard sia.. All her friend study and study de so, have to go for close friend and that's the first and the last time i msn chat with (Mud)-_-".. finally, she knows that i want to befriend her and she gave me her email by a small notes after school. I am so happy at that time sia. Lol, thats a miracle to see me fly home by 2pm after school sia hahax.. GG.. end up waited till night then she's online. we started intro ourself for the first time.. express people are so chim with what they are saying man...but i notice we still do share the same interest. this is the first eng album i ever purchased:
Months passes, our relationship had gone better. We talk in school everyday, we msn every night. we talk on phone as long as we have the time.. i know she just break off with her boyfriend at that time coz she hate people to lie to her so, i made a vow that i, would never lie to a friend too... at that time, she's sad. i try my best to make her happy. everytime i saw she smile because of my jokes & remarks, that makes her day and mine better..one day my (gay)friend itchy mouth made me have a chance to confess to her...
(gay)friend : if one day, he really tell you that he likes you how will you react?
(girl)S: he did'nt say anything about this issue to me before, what can i do.
(gay)friend : if?
(girl)S :hmm, wait till that day comes loh...
i am so happy at that time man. a weeks later, i was just about to tell her the next day, she msg me. A msg that changes everything. i'll patch with my boyfriend.. the scene is like a lightning strikes behind my back. she msg me again but now she's saying: i am sorry, please don't hate me for what i did. Its just that i still can't forget him. i hope you can forget me and don't wait for me anymore as i already disappoint you deeply...yay, like typical taiwan drama right? Please forget me. i am not worth your waiting and all sorts of rubbish...lol, if she can't forget him, how she expect me to forget her? that's the first time i buy myself drunk and cried over for love.Lol.. I think this will be last too...
Its been 3 years since i last seen You. As promised,now, i am living happily and still making every of my friends laugh, smile and happy whenever they are with me. Hope you kept your promised too...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
1:57:00 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
The Face Buried Beneath Six Feet...
I'll Longed for the Paradise Ever since i know what's love...
Hmm, let's see what's happening on this few days...
From Thursday to sat, i didn't even get a sleep... It makes me feel like a zombie. should say i looks like GaRaa... The eyes was like so dark without eye-shadow. LoL, end up missing all the outing for saturday.Kindda wasted huh?hahax...Worst thing is, saturday to Sunday, I barely sleep 2 Hours and the Garaa eyes accumulated back.. damn, i am soo tired now but i can't sleep for no reason. Someone PLease help me to get some sleep man...
Feel like LAYANG tomorrow's Chalet for some sleep man... lol... I bet they will kill me for last minute Layanging...HaHaxxx
I swear i'll never Roller-blade To and fro HDB district again...Uphill drains life.
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
8:41:00 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Nobody knows who I really am,
I've never felt this empty before,
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate,
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape,
But if we ever get lost on our way,
The waves will guide you through another day.....
haix, another day of not sleeping early...wondering how to work tomorrow. nvm.. Today is friday so, no want will really care i am there anot. Yesterday, someone told me not to eat too much of cheezels but i love cheezels. he said i will be very fat after months of eating cheezels. but guess who's the one telling me this? a tidbit lover...+___+" makes no sense right?
ok let's see who will get fat after 1/2 a year...
i am having a packet of cheezels almost everyday:
...
He's having like:
And sometimes a deadly packet of :
S0, whos the one that will get fatter in the end?
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
2:43:00 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
What's Sins? To me, sins are just only one and thats STEAL...
You killed a man of a family and thats stealing his life from his children. You had an affair, you're stealing someone's love one. you had bullied someone, you are stealing away his pride. You lie to someone that is important to you, you are stealing away their trust. Think about it now, is there been any bad things that don't link with steal?
one day,muthu had one basket of apple which have six in it, he changed it with samuel for two basket of oranges which have the same amount as a basket of apple. Total, how many apple and oranges do they get at the end of the day?
write this question out on a paper to a typical (jiu hu kia) and you will be amaze by his answer....LoLx... He told us the answer in a very assured tone , 3 ... o.O"
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
10:35:00 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
The Word M Says Everything...Holds Everything...
Love are the hardest thing in the world to define...
yay, owning.. i slept at 6 this morning... those rubbish everytime befall on me one loh. about 12midnight yesterday, i went to Changi Airfreight complex and fetch all the oversea stuff back loh... It's like 77 crates each labeled 100kgs but is abit look like hundred lah.Imagine 6 people can't even lift up one crates and now you can think is it 100kgs.. we have only 11 people and everybody's back and arms is still damn aching man... But nevermind, we slept the whole day till dinner time. 3 more days to friday, sappy...
It's a somber passageway that leads me down to my wishfulness again...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
10:52:00 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Nothing hurts more than realising she meant everything to you
but you meant nothing to her.
zzz, halfway sleeping suddenly awake by a Uber strong wind and rain lah... the wind can even swept open my window and the next thing i know, i am all wet...GG, i just bath and go to bed leh. Nevermind, i decided jump down my bed and see what actually happens. As i see through the window, lol.. The little Tree that the bangla just planted are rooted out from the ground.Actually, the tree not that small lah. it's about 3 to 4 metre tall... i am amaze that SG has such a strong wind. i only met this kind of wind during the taiwan trip last year when they are having typhoon season...
Hope this is not the prelude of some shit disaster...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
4:05:00 AM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Two And A Half Years Of Stupidity And Cowardice...
The butterfly once belongs to me, Two years later, it belongs to the sky....
haix, wat to do, wat to do? left 2 more days then can leave this sick place. doing nothing here time is like throwing every minutes into years.
anyone wants to go Nepal next years? whether i know you or not, you can join me. I am basically just looking for a companion to accompany me. All my friends i ask have no interest for Nepal which I dunno why lah... that place is full of scenaries and adorable childrens...
yaizz, yesterday i sleep, this irritating and horribly cold lizards Fall onto my leg....i am still having the (LiZARphobia) till now lah... i am happy like a bird now... Ok, that's all for today... byebye...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
10:49:00 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008
Lol, another day of blogging in camp... Yay, my confinement serve finish le... no burden anymore... Saturday got any Place to go? It's because I AM FREE NOW!!!!...i am happy like bird.
SAT, it's a get drunk day man. I was drunked on Sat and that poor melvin have to send me home... thanks alot man.. bet you woun't be able to see my gratitude.. but nevermind...
nearly was late fer my confinement man... woke up already 7.30am liao.. scatshit man...but luckily the duty officer is Hao Ren, never pursue the matter...
ok.. that's all fer today... Caciquismo signing out for some sleep
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
7:51:00 PM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Death-Berry... Love-Sentence...
2 days ago, i am happy like bird and two days later, realised i am stupid like bird... i paid for the shoes... $120 + $30 shipping = Hella broke....i got a wierd habit, i usually pay outstanding balance after a day or two i done my transactions online...yay, i forgot today have to go out...geez...left with $50 i think i can go eat sai liao...die die die...
i am going to sing today, i am happy like bird again....lALAla...lolx
haix, moody moody days,hot hot weather...
dying of heatstroke...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
12:11:00 PM
Friday, May 2, 2008
Turn Back a Dark Pendulum Before It Swing To Next Second...
Yay, i blog in camp...now the time is 10.30 pm and i cannot go home today... Now the whole camp's like mine... No people, no cars basically, nothing in sight...No choice, that's the only price for not confining tomorrow. kindda fair lah, actually. Lol, today, met a 2nd lieutenent that is one year younger than me. GG... Problem is, he ORD's on this year. how envious leh, how i wish i study harder in a first place..ok that's all for today.....
...caciquismo signing off for some sleep...
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
10:28:00 PM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Four Hands To Killing You...
gg, tomorrow will be a tiring day... bet woun't be going home until midnight 1 am. lotsa things to do back in camp. hope that sat i don't need to go in. if not, damn boring lah... playing billards by myself, watch tv by myself,worst still, sleep in the big bunk all by myself. everytime sleep in there by myself makes me soo uncomfortable.always pray that AH PIAO don't appear right infront of me...lolx...
haix, btw,after watching the ironman v.s. the upsize Juggernaut yesterday, thought of buying a Bdaman and play lah....hahax...kinda fun...
yay, i finally got the bid of my favourite shoe... for only sg$120 i got myself a market price $500-$600 shoe.... lol, that seller must be really desperate for money to sell me that shoe...it's a Adidas Superstar 35th Anniversary Consortium Series #06 Neighborhood. It has only 300 pairs in the world...lolx... i'm happy like bird now...
the picture below is the above-mentioned shoe:
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
10:53:00 PM
I'll been waiting for a chance to say that how i feel
but my girl seems to be still in the paradise
right from the start, i know i will be abit deprive
but i choose not to give up or give it a start
chorus1:
nomatter how hard i try to find back her scents and her smiles
i know i will be crying in my sleep at night
hoping that to let her angel voices to put me back to sleep
but the voice of her is telling me goodbye
2nd chord:
early evening 1815 she pass me back the things
something in this world mean for only she and i
when she see my tears are rolling all in my eyes
she act as nothing happen and she walk away
chorus2:
nomatter how hard i try to find back her scents and her smiles
i know i will be crying in my sleep at night
hoping that to let her angel voices to put me back to sleep
but the voice of her is telling me goodbye
lastchord:
nomatter how hard i try to forget her scents and her smiles
i know that i can't do it in the nick of time
trying hard to let the time to take me back reality
but the time is taking me back to her time
in my dreams i finally can see her smile........................
lol... i spend a 30mins and i did compose my first songs...i bet it has lots of flaws but, who cares, it's my first attempt...looking for someone who can compose the music of this songs... anyone can help?...caciquismo signing out for some sleep
Butterflies will fill the sky once again
5:20:00 AM